awesomesauce

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arm+finger - foot+toe by awesomesauce, literature

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arm+finger - foot+toe

and He that waits in silence can be brought by torrential islands when surges of breaking sands meet Ships that break their hands and wild to the animals grow beyond arm and finger, foot and toe and the boy kept telling stories and they assumed he knew he was parting flesh around thin metals filling capillaries with soot and oil where we are not what we are used to we are not what we were meant to be and this burden of being extraordinary comes at the price of compassionless shores the rest of the world staring whispering back never more

This is the end by awesomesauce, literature

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This is the end

so this is it ths is that point we forgot about that point we said we would never have to remember how long has it been? how many seasons have we seen has it been but a single storm with many eyes can you be the thing i fled from all along? this must be it just as i feared it to be the marvellous horsemen and his name was death, and sickness and judgment our names were babylon and abbadon and i, appolyon can only be the bearer of wormwood can relevation look so beautiful could the end of the world have no sound? could burning feel just like screaming can your voice scorch my flesh mor than it does now? our meen seek death this

the refuge behind our absence by awesomesauce, literature

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the refuge behind our absence

this i write, for you my lady so in time of need you can be reassured i will come for you in glorious spleandour and to you i will give the rest of my tears and we will mix your sobbs and sorrows with the ones ive shed while you were away but as for this moment i find peaceful solitude in that day we spent together and i held your heart close to mine remember me when you are dripping in tears from the pain this distance does tear but know that my love covers over all of infinity and in that refuge you can be strong

since i am so sick by awesomesauce, literature

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since i am so sick

nothing can be heard that hasnt gone unsaid and all you are to me is everything i wish i needed and all you are to me is where everything and nothing collide since i am so sick i will fatigue in seclusion since i cannot breathe you cant hear what ive always wanted to say and then comes the moment when bodies give up like the cold chill ive grown to love ive already begun to tear and it seems quite convenient that these no longer salty dropletts are as sweet as the tearing sound i hear

jealous for your honor by awesomesauce, literature

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art without remorse by awesomesauce, literature

offerings of perseverance by awesomesauce, literature

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offerings of perseverance

i exhalt you, beauty like a greek does a Kore at the center of my mind your sanctified purity is as liberating as nude and however it is offered i offer to you the sanctity of my sterility to you, nobility and as i wait for you with promise when i do ring your finger great passion will be ours so for now, we find extacy in anticipation i persevere for you and find my cup overflows

fearful as paper machet by awesomesauce, literature

summer ever after by awesomesauce, literature

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summer ever after

always discontently together this horrible morning with tiny garden like every farewell could pretend to see some mercy leave us behind and this was always my hand there as striking as mortals come whatsoever envy is told in it comes summer ever after so from here our gentle haste by which slowly white can go play in the dark where full grown grace would be happy hath green lady known

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loves powerful conciquences by awesomesauce, literature

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loves powerful conciquences

... whisper softly... tenderly... your name... to me.... ... these plastic walls and concrete floors are all that keep me from you... and you..... ... its so ugly... yet its lovely.... outside... with its hurt and its hope and its hate.. ... these plastic walls and concrete floors are all that keep me from you... and you..... ... but these plastic walls... they crumble and fall... these walls they die out... their reality fades their existence fails them.. and into the grey they go... ... yet so do you...

its time by awesomesauce, literature

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its time

... faces whirling , spinning , twirling , around pictures of this aweful tearing sound fading taking , making , breaking , waking me up... to the sight of the earth... and all its endless birth... of all these... faces whirling , spinning , twirling , around pictures of this aweful tearing sound fading taking , making , breaking , waking me up... to the sight of the earth... and all its endless birth... of all of this... and now its time to blow the candles out (its time)... and these toombstones fall as they bleed tothe ground and the sound of her voice fills the whole world with joy and all the broken bottles t

too soon by awesomesauce, literature

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too soon

... ...its so lovely .. .. yet its ugly .. .. ..outside ... ...yet these colors .. .. they always seem to .. .. ..disguise the hurt and hate and the hope... ...its too dreary .. ..yet im needy .. ..to ... ...come and hold you .. ..yet you deem so .. .. distant and these shades of blue and grey they usually dont show up till april or may but you... ... you early bloom... .. ... .... ... .. . .. ... .... ... .. @-;--

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microscopic again by awesomesauce, literature

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microscopic again

does it hurt? when the line you snorted comes dripping down my face do you know that youre doing exactly what i warned you not to be can i go now can you wait here for the ambulance in the rain there goes hope again there we go sipping your life away gulping my life in gallons and it comes out like the monster that you make yourself to be you are singing songs of love while you play make you hate me with this kiss you already love me with his sin your mistake is my love your pain is my longing your heart is like the crown of heaven and i wear it before god you are before god can i go away now go into my lasped memory t

playing his passions by awesomesauce, literature

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playing his passions

she stares into oblivion right in his eyes bringing herself to kneel on the pavement of that playground which he has made and bringing with it games of dismay and forbiddeness and longing finding the game to be treacherous and the onset grimace with ignoranced adoration and when the final move is made the king will fall and the game lost the precipice of condemnation

who we are now by awesomesauce, literature

the rejection of heaven by awesomesauce, literature

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the rejection of heaven

not wanting the greatest expectations settling for my reservations of dancing in the light with delicate nitingales waltzing lethargic in spite of what they are made and who they have become gone into the reality of unrealistic paradox this mirage of heaven walking down the streets of twenty-four karat spleandour can i wait for satisfaction or to be content with wooden spoons

making believe by awesomesauce, literature

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When may I hit the ground? by Srfgurl5, literature

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When may I hit the ground?

Say goodbye to me again? Just once, so I can tell What you really meant to say... Can I hate now? Everyone who intervened Everyone who believed they cared Tough love? what if it becomes enough to kill? I look for you, everyday, I really do I beg, I beg the day to include you I beg my dreams not to involve you I pray that I can forget for now I pray that I can forgive for now I pray that I can stay silent, not slipping up, cause that may hurt you I want you to succeed, baby I need you to succeed so I can see and know that this time wasn't wasted... I ask you darling... do you hurt as bad as I? I know, I wont receive a reply

The sky isnt blue by Srfgurl5, literature

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The sky isnt blue

Walk on, so cold and gray Its beautiful so peaceful this way Rethink all that has gone on And now I can know where I went wrong Wrap my arms around my knees I was wishing he would come and sing to me Glassy tears match this rain And I can walk on, calm and sane Long distances, a giggle, a sigh No I never meant to make you cry Come on home, find it here with me You make it alright, you make me complete Its stormy its harsh but this is the absolute best part Its windy its lightening and a little bit frightening Its beauty its disaster its these emotions I will master Its what I want, its what I need, its what is continually destr

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awesomesauce

Oct 17, 2014

If you're reading this

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It's already too late.  There is no comfort here There are just lost souls  Trapped in the past Frozen in time Waiting to be set free Forsaken and forgotten Don't come back We're almost old now Time to finish dieing

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awesomesauce

Aug 3, 2005

IM DONE

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well if you read these then maybe  youve noticed my abscence... well thats because DA IS A BUNCH OF CRAP... yep ive realised that not becuase of the whole political crap within the community that is happening. thats just an added bonus.. but because i havent gotten any serious criticism from anyone in about a year... :forgive me if i overlooked  you but im exatggerating: THE POINT IS i only talk to 2 people on here.. and it :submitting: has lost its luster so i say adieu. i am still writing, but not for you :some exceptions:...:one exception: and so i will eve you with a quite from my lats one "there's a hole in the world where the

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awesomesauce

Apr 4, 2005

a dream within a dream

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im sick. andi think i lost someone... things are so complicated but i think im going to be allright this is the way i can talk without anyone noticing this is the way i can truly show you how i feel i write to no one only the ones who need to hear im sorry